hellooooo

so uhhh yeah, school's being harsh as per usual, but because i'm taking an art course, i have a few things in development. that's always a good thing~

also i haven't done one of these things in a while so why don't we have a refresher?
TEN THINGS MEME
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TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
-"Stop being such a flake. it's hard relying on someone when they somehow find themselves in a neighbouring town when i expect them to be at me house."
-"Stay. Vancouver won't have what you're looking for."
-"A little more maturity and worldliness would be nice. just saying."
-"Please try to make more of an effort to connect with us. just because you live out of town doesn't mean hermitage is the only thing you ca do."
-"I'm interested."
-"You're too negative."
-"Include me."
-"I'm that way."
-"I'm dropping a class."
-"Hey."

NINE things about yourself:
-i still pick my nose a little. only when it's really bothering me though.
-i have a very plain sense of taste. bread seems delicious to me.
-i worry about my teeth constantly. (i.e. i think they're ugly)
-i beat myself up for not doing what i promised myself to do/what i know i should do constantly.
-i'm a coward, when it comes to anything with any real risk involved.
-i don't bore of music. i still like stuff i heard when i was 7-12.
-i feel like i've almost failed socially.
-i'm constantly tired because of a variety of things mentioned above.
-i get pessimistic at night. (can you tell?)

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
-warmth.
-humour.
-honesty.
-flexibility.
-backbone.
-having an aspiration.
-smiling.
-inviting me into your life.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
-'i should be working on something right now.'
-'i'm tired.'
-'maybe i should call someone.'
-'i should start going to the gym.'
-'i should be drawing right now.'
-'am i being annoying?'
-'i wonder if they're interested.'

SIX things you do before you fall asleep:
-brush my teeth.
-probably eat something (before 1)
-surf the intarnetz
-strip down
-try to get warm
-try to get to sleep
(it takes me at least 2 hours to complete this in entirely)

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:
(NO PARTICULAR ORDER)
-Bobbi
-Ashley
-Leigh
-Virginia
-Yves


FOUR things you see right now:
-Smudge
-dull grey-green
-old art of a friend's
-empty glass of milk

THREE songs that you listen to often at the moment:
-MGMT- Kids. weird but interesting.
-Feist- practically everything. she is like woah.
-The Arcade Fire- Tunnels. reminice.

TWO things you want to do before you die:
-get a nice job that is steady and fun.
-find someone.

ONE confession:
-i'm finding it hard to be positive right now.


i'm such a positive person

in other news, comic books are awesome.