hellooooo

so uhhh yeah, school's being harsh as per usual, but because i'm taking an art course, i have a few things in development. that's always a good thing~

also i haven't done one of these things in a while so why don't we have a refresher?
TEN THINGS MEME
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
-"Stop being such a flake. it's hard relying on someone when they somehow find themselves in a neighbouring town when i expect them to be at me house."
-"Stay. Vancouver won't have what you're looking for."
-"A little more maturity and worldliness would be nice. just saying."
-"Please try to make more of an effort to connect with us. just because you live out of town doesn't mean hermitage is the only thing you ca do."
-"I'm interested."
-"You're too negative."
-"Include me."
-"I'm that way."
-"I'm dropping a class."
-"Hey."

NINE things about yourself:
-i still pick my nose a little. only when it's really bothering me though.
-i have a very plain sense of taste. bread seems delicious to me.
-i worry about my teeth constantly. (i.e. i think they're ugly)
-i beat myself up for not doing what i promised myself to do/what i know i should do constantly.
-i'm a coward, when it comes to anything with any real risk involved.
-i don't bore of music. i still like stuff i heard when i was 7-12.
-i feel like i've almost failed socially.
-i'm constantly tired because of a variety of things mentioned above.
-i get pessimistic at night. (can you tell?)

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
-warmth.
-humour.
-honesty.
-flexibility.
-backbone.
-having an aspiration.
-smiling.
-inviting me into your life.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
-'i should be working on something right now.'
-'i'm tired.'
-'maybe i should call someone.'
-'i should start going to the gym.'
-'i should be drawing right now.'
-'am i being annoying?'
-'i wonder if they're interested.'

SIX things you do before you fall asleep:
-brush my teeth.
-probably eat something (before 1)
-surf the intarnetz
-strip down
-try to get warm
-try to get to sleep
(it takes me at least 2 hours to complete this in entirely)

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:
(NO PARTICULAR ORDER)
-Bobbi
-Ashley
-Leigh
-Virginia
-Yves


FOUR things you see right now:
-Smudge
-dull grey-green
-old art of a friend's
-empty glass of milk

THREE songs that you listen to often at the moment:
-MGMT- Kids. weird but interesting.
-Feist- practically everything. she is like woah.
-The Arcade Fire- Tunnels. reminice.

TWO things you want to do before you die:
-get a nice job that is steady and fun.
-find someone.

ONE confession:
-i'm finding it hard to be positive right now.


i'm such a positive person

in other news, comic books are awesome.

hellooooo

so uhhh yeah, school's being harsh as per usual, but because i'm taking an art course, i have a few things in development. that's always a good thing~

also i haven't done one of these things in a while so why don't we have a refresher?
TEN THINGS MEME
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
-"Stop being such a flake. it's hard relying on someone when they somehow find themselves in a neighbouring town when i expect them to be at me house."
-"Stay. Vancouver won't have what you're looking for."
-"A little more maturity and worldliness would be nice. just saying."
-"Please try to make more of an effort to connect with us. just because you live out of town doesn't mean hermitage is the only thing you ca do."
-"I'm interested."
-"You're too negative."
-"Include me."
-"I'm that way."
-"I'm dropping a class."
-"Hey."

NINE things about yourself:
-i still pick my nose a little. only when it's really bothering me though.
-i have a very plain sense of taste. bread seems delicious to me.
-i worry about my teeth constantly. (i.e. i think they're ugly)
-i beat myself up for not doing what i promised myself to do/what i know i should do constantly.
-i'm a coward, when it comes to anything with any real risk involved.
-i don't bore of music. i still like stuff i heard when i was 7-12.
-i feel like i've almost failed socially.
-i'm constantly tired because of a variety of things mentioned above.
-i get pessimistic at night. (can you tell?)

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
-warmth.
-humour.
-honesty.
-flexibility.
-backbone.
-having an aspiration.
-smiling.
-inviting me into your life.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
-'i should be working on something right now.'
-'i'm tired.'
-'maybe i should call someone.'
-'i should start going to the gym.'
-'i should be drawing right now.'
-'am i being annoying?'
-'i wonder if they're interested.'

SIX things you do before you fall asleep:
-brush my teeth.
-probably eat something (before 1)
-surf the intarnetz
-strip down
-try to get warm
-try to get to sleep
(it takes me at least 2 hours to complete this in entirely)

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:
(NO PARTICULAR ORDER)
-Bobbi
-Ashley
-Leigh
-Virginia
-Yves


FOUR things you see right now:
-Smudge
-dull grey-green
-old art of a friend's
-empty glass of milk

THREE songs that you listen to often at the moment:
-MGMT- Kids. weird but interesting.
-Feist- practically everything. she is like woah.
-The Arcade Fire- Tunnels. reminice.

TWO things you want to do before you die:
-get a nice job that is steady and fun.
-find someone.

ONE confession:
-i'm finding it hard to be positive right now.


i'm such a positive person

in other news, comic books are awesome.

so uhhh you guys, it's my birthday. i always enjoyed having a birthday on the day of the year with the most hope in it. of course everyone's hung over, so i NEVER get a party or presents, but that happens.

i got some chocolate and shoes and an alarm clock for christmas, blah blah...

school's starting up again in a couple days. hopefully the art class i'm taking will help get me into it more.

it snowed. a lot.

k bye

still compatibility issues with the computer. and we got a new printer for it, too.

so i'm like GONE for a week starting about tomarrow. not that it really matters. hopefully i get out of my grandpa's house without being covered in dog/cat/hishair. yaaaay for sleeping bags!

getting registered for courses in University is a very easy/stressful/confusing process. you don't actually have to do much, but the information you have to pour over is overwhelming unless you have some acuity and a good night's sleep beforehand. luckily i'm very very very smart and there isn't too much problematic crap to deal with.

i'm participating in 's revenge journal thing and it's coming in the mail, expected in a day or two. right after i leave for her house. so, sorry for the delays on that project...?

BAI GUISE

so uh hi people. i probably should post some art here, but i won't because the scanner's having compatibility issues and won't work with my computer.

i got another job at Burwick (on the Park) as a dishwasher, because i'm awesome and the pay's better than at the Superstore. it's nice. scalding, but nice. C:

so, to burn off some steam and release some of that pent-up rage from my childhood, i went paintballing today with a bunch of other people for someone's birthday. it was fun. apparently i'm good at advancing and diversion. strange. i've always felt like more of a defensive kind of person. i won the first round of capture the flag for my team, then worked up a little more for the second round. until i got hit in the back from someone that i swear will get payback at a later date. one shot's enough! jeeze.

after that i was stuck defending, sucked at it, then went on the offensive and did quite well. i wasted two grenades with pisspoor aim, but got two people out with a third one. by the way, the grenade's just a tube of paint under pressure. it isn't actually explosive.

school and work have been and will be eating up my time. art? none for you. :C